Hello. Im back from school. School was okay, nothing unusual. I was so sleepy in math class and I slept for 15 mins I guess. During PE we did nothing at all. In malay lesson, Mr Zainal lectured us about where will we be heading after secondary school life. For once, in this year I actually understand what he was saying. It's true. I mean, after all of this.. where will you be and what will you be? 2 years is not a long time. It won't be long. And when you know it, we'll be going to school and take our N level results or O level results(insyaallah, i can do this). Like when I was back then in primary school. 6 years seems so long.

I miss my primary school life. But not when I was primary 6. I stressed like hell. Since day one of my primary 6 year, I was stressing so much. And when I got my PSLE results, my aggregate was only 192. Yeah, I wasn't proud that very day. I cried, lucky there was mum. She brought me to lot one to let my mind rest. I was disappointed of myself. I cried so bad that I hated myself. Everyone was like.."wow Syasya, you're so smart". Please, no one is smart. It's just matter if you study or not. And I did, back then. Still, I'm in Kranji. WHICH I thought it was a very good school. Yes it is, but not the freaking annoying clowns in my class.

I know I should've thinking about which course im gonna take. I just don't know if what's right for me.

till here

xxoxxo

Ms.J wants S.A.F to be back again.