Right now, I feel like going somewhere far away. I feel like running away from home. But that's just impossible. STC was alright. (Alright= pathetic and idiotic but fun at the same time)

I got a million things going on in my mind. Fuck! I'm so stress right now.

Tomorrow I'm skipping bbygs outing to clean up my house for Hari raya Haji. Fair much? Will see. Mum has been treating me quite harsh these days. Biased. Like hello mummy, i'm your lil bbyg who is the only one with hope to help you. And why are you always shouting at me?

YOU DONT EVEN CARE FOR MY FREAKING BRUISED THIGH THAT IS KILLING ME. eventhough it doesnt hurt but it's ugly and you acted like nothing happen. THANKS MUM.
I DONT FEEL FCKING SAFE AT HOME.

Another thing: WORK.
BLOODY HELL. You guys got really no brains right? I wanted the work last week and you told me that I had to wait for 2 more weeks. And then you called me during my camp. FOR WHAT!? You got alot of crew what. Kanasai. UGH!

IM SO FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!! >:'(((((((

Uhuh he's coming back in two days time. I dont know when I will ever see him again. That just makes life even better.Not.

After tuesday, it's gonna be hari raya haji. And perhaps after that I'm working. Working= Busy. Might be working from 12pm-8pm.

Fyi i'm feeling very tired, moody, dead, temperamental,idiotic,crappy and whatever whatever.

that's all. (blocking all negative thoughts alrdy)

Ms.J rlly rlly rlly needs a hug from you.
xxx