Hello.

I woke up at 9 today. I wasn't very sure what I did next. So anyway, Mum and Dad went to 2 weddings today. I didn't tag along. It's just another wedding. Same food, same procedure and same annoying Mats over there. I'm at home with brother and sister now. Currently listening to Mine-Taylor Swift.

I have no plans for today. Well, probably I'll go jogging at 3pm or 4pm? Imma let my breakfast/lunch digest for 3-4 hours hahaha. I had a big breakfast today. Rice, fried kang kong and CHICKAAAAN. Wooo \m/ Hahaha. Agh, I have to help mama at the Kitchen today. Hmm nevermind, shall jog at 6pm then.

I've bought my school books already. A total of 41.20$. Below 50 bucks! Just the thought of N levels make me shiver already. I'm scared. What if I don't go through Sec 5? Where will I be? In ITE? Just like brother? NO! FFF NO NO NO NO NO! I'm going to prove my parents that as the only NA student in this family, I can pass my N levels and sit for my Os!

Well, it was my choice to go in NA when i can actually go for Express. Syasya, you can do this. 2011 is going to be a very very very short year. Make it a fun and the most hardwork year before I step into the Adult Life.

Look at it, people. I'm 15. And it's just another 3 more years to 18. Life is so so fast. 24 hours a day. 7 days per week. 4 weeks per month. 12 months per year. (I don't know why I typed that but.. it makes sense dontcha think? ==" oh nvm.)

Yeah suddenly Burger King came into my mind. I'm going to write the resignation letter tonight and pass it to my manager. It had been a very good experience for my first real job. I love Burger King cause' sometimes even if you have a big problem.. you know they're gonna be right at your back. I was stress when I work there at the very beginning. I wasn't very motivated to go to work, you see. Ever since that day, one of my manager came and talk to me.. suddenly i thought.."it's not really bad as i thought it was".. and now.. everything has come to an end. I'm going to quit and working in Burger King is just going to be one chapter in my life when I'm a teenager. I still remember what Aunty Su said to me.. " If you're going to quit, who's going to send us porridge during Ramadan next time?" .. She wasn't very friendly to me last time, so.. I didn't know she actually cared about me quitting. :) I'm going to miss each and everyone of them.

Everytime the year is going to end. I look back and I always thought to myself.. "will the next year be more kinder and gentle than this year?" I hope it will. I've gone through so much pain that I didn't know I would actually made it. I remember putting my status in Facebook.." to the point where I feel like standing in the middle of the road".. I was reallly under so much pressure and stress. Friends, Jerk, family , work, teachers and studies.

Alhamdulillah, things are better now. I love you Allah. Thanks for letting me meet a guy that is so so cute and kind and understanding. Please Allah, let him be by my side until the day death separates us. Amin.